The Bromance fades

 Once Upon a Time perhaps two years ago several of the Bromance cronies feeding off the Lifeboat teat, had quite a lot of bromantic things to say about Ozark take for instance the guy who stabbed three people in prison he told Ozark to chop Aaron in the neck one day she got in her SUV to Drive Ozark away I was stunned and was sure to let Aaron know via email how upsetting that kind of language was.

what was his name oh yeah Keith Keith would go on and on about Ozark is my brother one day Keith said hey don't be a stranger so long no see and I was like oh I'm on a diet because Ozark won't give me any food look at all the weight I'm losing I open my trench coat to show off my weight loss and Keith is reluctant to get my sarcasm he jumps on the Ozark Bromance defense team and his work is my brother blah blah blah one day Keith explain to me you see they're not as smart as you he said they're on the take look at what they're doing they're getting all these donations all this free clothing all these monetary donations and they've never lived so good so of course they're going to do anything to defend that 

Chris told me the fact they let Keith up into the beacon Clubhouse was going to be a liability due to Keith's background in prison and all that

 then let's take the case of Matt oh good God Matt who punched out Sierra's tooth Matt who chased me across the road in a meth field rage red-faced shouting Chase Jewels out of town Matt who told me to eat a dick oh yeah when Ozark was having a crisis after I exposed him for his sexual innuendo about sucking on his blue balls which Matt also confirmed Matt was quoted in their newsletter saying Ozark oozes with kindness it was exactly the kind of tripe you would expect from a Great Dictator newsletter 

now who's another Bromance we should profile don't let me forget Joshua stellmon, who relented on his defense and told my friend he actually agrees with me despite my tactics being crazy good to know Joshua Stellman actually wants the organization to look at the harassment look at the assaults look at the violence, not just right scary cease and desist letters saying shut the f*** up.

 oh yeah hey Bromance Griffin John Griffin John has never adulated on Ozark in the extremely bromantic Cult of Personality way Ozark induces when he was well preys on these Lost Boys but Griffin John can definitely count on never getting kicked out of Lifeboat and that means even if he beats people up has machetes has knives has guns deals meth smokes meth chokes women forces himself on them sexually injects women no he's always good at lifeboat. I tend to think Griffin John goes way back to Ozarks drug dealing days and that's why he gets the special red carpet. there was a point when Ozark even kicked out his sexual assault victim and the sexual assailant had to bring pizza to his stalking victim to prevent her from starving to death. 

No Bromance Chris coughed up his covid stipend what the heck did they call that stimulus to Lifeboat and this is the height of arrogance that Lifeboat would take homeless person with no pensions only money they might see in years and suck it up into their money hole. I demand Lifeboat return Chris's covid stimulus immediately. that is so upsetting but anyway Chris was a big apologist for them for a while until he said Ozark should resign and called Ozark an asshat you see the Bromance fades.

One day RJ who actually made them look kind of good by being professional and respectful was referring to Ozark as Brosarch and I took it as kind of a joke about his bro attitude and I said oh well Ozark hates me and I was like no he really hates me and it was such a strong statement but it was so obvious and there was nothing I had done wrong. the next time I spoke to RJ I said I got kicked out for being whistleblower I reported the sexual harassment and RJ just put his head down so low cuz he knew it was so wrong and then I didn't even see him for almost 2 years cuz he quit lifeboat. he was at the Halloween concert of doctor onion and the No No Mama's and he recognized me and smiled and we were cool and everyone was happy because we weren't in a festering mess of complicity with hiding misconduct. one day I said casually they should call this the anarchist Center and RJ agreed. a lot of people had different ideas about what lifeboat would actually was. at first I thought it was a humanitarian thing and that well meaning people could Network and do good things but then I found out it was an ego based thing and that Ozark was a control freak and that anything you did good would likely be criticized or ridiculed or misinterpreted or confabulated into false charges or manufactured conspiracies no Kirk wintermute had a big bromance obviously or maybe he was more into Aaron Carlson well whatever his connection to these cats I assumed Kirk winter mute was Ozarks defense attorney during some of his criminal charges in this County and that was where puffing him up for the big non-profit was coming in but now that my letter writing campaign has fully alerted any judges with a pulse of the massive pile up of misconduct and contradiction at the lifeboat food organization I wonder if Kirk wintermute finds that it makes him look as good. was it an ego thing? what other bromances are there? well Corey Quint was very bromantic possibly more bromantic with an emphasis on the Romantic aspect of the Bromance with Ozark Iraq even when Cory was reporting Ozarks misconduct sexual innuendo blue balls talk locker room talk Cory was so beholden to Ozark for feeding him or paying him $20 to do some work on the weekend and why are you playing so beholden that Corey Quint refused to contradict refused to help with an intervention and refused to stand up for what was right when the women who were being sexually harassed by Ozark wanted allies by refusing to be an ally Corey Quint started to downward spiral in a mass of confusion involving putting his hand around my throat trying to force himself on me sexually and then turning into a full-blown fentanyl addicted dealer he lays low I wonder if he's in Seaside thank God I don't have to listen to his whiny Upper Crust San Diego snob voice any longer.

One could say the Bromance drove him over the edge.

One of the bromances I met is now an alien alienated bromance.

You got to wonder about what kind of charisma it takes to induce such a cult of personality I mean you got to hand it to him Year of the Dragon and everything it takes a lot of energy to be so mean and so bitter and so authoritarian the first I would think oh whoa is he being that authoritarian and I was like oh that must be a joke and then I was like oh he's totally mentally ill he's Disturbed and unwell and dangerous I was afraid he was going to fight one of the clients he was having a tizzy over I noticed those are bad temperament day one day two of the new facility it was worse than ever it made the upstairs intolerable that's a part of why I went downstairs as well as to get away from the meat fumes and as well as to protest the class distinction of how shabby the basement was if the shabby basement was good enough for the homeless at least the shabby basement would be fine for me I didn't need the Posh couches up at the Beacon Country Club which is just more like a second apartment for Aaron and Ozark and truly feels like they're living room where you are exposed to their inner shenanigans such as calling people b****** we're talking about Ozarks getting a massage or talking about what kind of fancy expensive take out they're going to order with the money that got donated to help the homeless.

I'll never forget the day Aaron Carlson and that chick who was in the meth cartel who faced federal charges were trying to get me to glue gun rhinestones on something and they were coming at me with this electric glue gun and this glue sticks and trying to plug it in and jumping my energy and I was like nah man I'm just going to do some knitting it was a little too high pressure.

Or like the day they asked me to wash the rotting spinach and I looked at it and I was like you can't feed humans that that is unhealthful there is nothing to save about that spinach it's all waste and I was like I'm not touching slimy E coli spinach and trying to save a scrap of it to garnish your salad with no effing way y'all need to take a class on food poisoning or health and sanitation what the f*** I'm just going to do some knitting.

I bought an extra thing of baby bath this really push Lemon Verbena stuff and left it downstairs after the one I left got used up I did it kind of also partially just signal why that baby needed a safer atmosphere and I didn't approve of all the marijuana smoke and cigarette smoke and noise and shouting and violence around a kid it was just kind of a hint baby bath but it was a damn good cleaner equivalent to some kind of Dr Bronner's upscale Alafia stuff and pleased to see that the picture I bought at the thrift store of thyme is still on the wall according to a recent visitor I donated it partially because the atmosphere of sensory deprivation was oh so Guantanamo Bay Cuba prison detention center and I really didn't like the lack of Art stimulation or beauty it worsened the horrible atmosphere I was pretty weirded out after hearing about the rape and then knowing the rapist is in that facility and when I talked about it with Aaron about being punched by three dudes how is a certain homeless woman really supposed to go to a unisex restroom with three different dudes that have punched her she's left town.

Well My Bromance sure did fade.