The fentanyl times

 So when people are doing the fentanyl fold if they look pretty out of it somebody in the know says go ahead and call for emergency she chewed out the so-called friend who didn't recognize it as an emergency

 I now realize that when I saw a fentanyl fold the appropriate thing to do was not film it because it's so odd looking 

but to actually call for help

 additionally a dispute over three fentanyls or four fentanyls for a certain amount of money between two female fentanyl users led to a falling out leading to one person being kicked out of the Columbia Inn 

A fentanyl user is alleged to have possibly stollen the 350$

 I told the fentanyl user about the KATU bit and he said oh yeah we were probably doing a drug deal down there at Lifeboat and I'm like yeah I know osarch orak knows and he's like yeah and he doesn't care and two Fentanyl and meth users I know have recently had severe abscessed finger along the line with felon finger with surgical operations necessitated to splice open the digit 

is this evidence of tranq from the horse tranquilizer cutting the meth or the fentanyl?

 how do we know? additionally one fentanyl user is talking about going to rehab

I figured out the name for the fentanyl dealer who's a Leo who's really smart about the Ukraine Putin geopolitical thing.

he's cool and has a strut like a proper Leo or like a proper drug dealer.

 I know him from his days under Diana who majorly moves through men like Butlers undergoing a trial use. Somebody's like where is so and so 

oh off behind the library smoking Blues 

I want some why won't they share?

 they say homeless are speculating that Osarch orak of Lifeboat will be using the 1.25 million for his kids college his property his house note that he's keeping all the best swag donated to Lifeboat for his friends and family.

 that he's not moving fast enough on the showers & bathrooms.

I point out that he back stabbed so many people that he can't do it all himself and look where the megalomania gets you.

 you've isolated the whole Community now it's freezing cold and the homeless are still out in the cold.

other than the Columbia Inn where some people can abide by fighting for a bathroom in an overcrowded six person dormitory or four-person dormitory for the females and couples are being separated people are being told they can't talk to people that have been kicked out and they can't have a date night to go off with their partner otherwise they get kicked out of the shelter.

I do wish I could be as tough as Cheryl Paul. I wish I will one day not even Flinch when some loser tries to put his hand around my throat like he has the upper hand as a homeless dude.

 that one crawled under a rock comes out every once in awhile with their slumping shoulders and miserable aura.

County needs us to have more Narcan I say it needs to be everywhere like toilet paper it just needs to be provided anywhere people might be smoking Blues. restrooms presumably public parks.

They could have little Narcan dispensing stations like dog poop bags.

They had one Under the Boardwalk at the summertime behind the dialysis center when that was fentanyl alley I think everybody got trespassed off the boardwalk.

Rumor has it Officer Randall had to do a sensitivity training I wonder if it wore off.

Somebody started a fire at the magic shop burned up the tiles smoked poured in the shop but at least the ceiling isn't scorched in the little walkway and the police are looking for the person who's warming fire got out of control. the thing I'm thinking they're thinking is well at least we didn't die of hypothermia since there ain't no shelter but there's a million bucks somewhere in someone's bank account.

It Dawns on me you ain't the only millionaire but Hey listen there are other millionaires that have other ideas.  sure enough i run in to one he says just ignore him.

I mean if the money comes out in dribs and drabs or gets tied up in some contingency red tape PJ angelini's email forward could amount to a hill of beans but I get it we are the afterthought we are the exploited we are the excluded we are trespassed we are discriminated we are treated hostiley.

If you're going to use a Lifeboat as a metaphor you might just want to stop kicking people out of the Lifeboat because it makes you look like a homicidal maniac metaphorically speaking.

 denying food shelter and sleeping bags to the very poor is a death sentence.

 two people told me there's a rumor out that I'm as smart as a lawyer or I'm smarter than a lawyer.

one guy asked me to help him do his defense. I think there are three people whose court cases I want to follow if not four. I briefly saw the shopping cart prosecutee who did her 18 days in jail for pushing a Safeway basket. meanwhile Safeway baskets are stranded around town and people are scared to touch them due to the criminalization of shopping baskets.

Huge amounts of clothing taken to the people. reading the Grants Pass decision unbelievable that Grants Pass was trying to make cardboard and blankets illegal.

Way to not be Grants Pass city of Astoria.

 also now following the Episcopalian drama with St Timothy's Episcopalian Church getting a US Department of Justice endorsement for feeding the homeless. Christ.

In some ways the visible Improvement the Columbia Inn project turnkey has made on the Astoria Oregon homeless scene has the effect of making the streets more isolated for the homeless that remain outside.

the evisceration of the Astoria warming Center budget and staff with the Hostile takeover/demolition by Lifeboat has left it stagnating not opened and tied up in red tape.

 it's really time for some entrepreneurs to move into the homeless Industrial complex market bust up this Monopoly and create a culture that does not rely on union busting malicious false prosecution pettiness and Junior High style personal politics for delusions of grandeur and ego rebuilding.

In the meantime I dumpster dived A Mad amount of vegetables they were actually left out very politely in a giant banana box organic vegetables from the Astoria Co-op no doubt donated to Lifeboat which Lifeboat discriminates against me as a vegan and a homosexual and as an activist and as a whistleblower against sexual harassment and as a naive person trying to understand the meth and Fentanyl scene so I have to get the food for the low income and homeless people out of the trash Heap well the butternut squash was amazing the spaghetti squash was amazing there was a little smidgen of eggplant green pepper and onion bananas for a nice smoothie apples cooked up nicely with cinnamon I had a big cook off. 

fed helmet john and the guy who got a skull fracture and a brain hemorrhage from the Lifeboat client who assaulted him Christmas 2021.

White carrots purple carrots orange carrots organic luscious amounts of carrots marjoram even.

All going in the trash to appease Osarchs resentful ego that he is not allowed to feed me cuz he's trying to starve me into some grunge vision of heroin chic like a weird creepy don't feed the models pimp.

so even though today is day 50 I mean day 555 of Ozarks mean spirited starvation regime for his concentration camp death sentence I Will Survive out of the trash he throws away no longer forced to bitterly hand me a plate of vegan salad since he fired me from being his spokesmodel centerfold on the Facebook and website as some kind of epicenter of the monetization of disability or whatever and as for trying to imply that my relationship is financial speak for yourself dude if I wanted Rich Bros I'd be chasing Rich Bros it's that easy Love sometimes happens and it ain't about the money honey

Corey Buck texted me that erin and Osarch are doing a stellar job but that she is no longer in the area and not very involved I tried to Enlighten her oh well.

Oh yeah and Osarch trying to tell the labor board I'm a racist go work on your reading comprehension or something dude or do a little research I've been hella all over civil rights since I grew up in a black neighborhood yo I don't even like white people that's the onlys I'm really mainly racist to fyt.

Tell me what continent I haven't dated you I've dated or slept with somebody from Finland Sweden Egypt Morocco Israel Caribbean Caribbean again Native American Latino French German norwegian.

Korea.

india.

basque region between france and spain.

south africa.

funniest thing ever I never slept with any British people ever No Sex Please We're British.

Half Scottish doesn't count.

So as fellow Leo and I contemplate whether or not the lack of a love life is behind rumors of Officer Randall's complete meltdown at the lack of a shelter as he thrashes around Mama's tents breaking down her campsite for being 6 inches too this or too that and it's starting to sound personal she asked where should I go and he said 

you tell me, you tell me.

how about go up to Mars with Osarch's little 1.25 million boondoggle to Nowhere down in a damp basement studio apartment over crowded stinky mildew? it could happen, but why?

Human Services committee was not permitted to go into the Lifeboat basement.

They politely donated $3,000 for a whiteboard yeah you heard it a chalkboard essentially for magic markers.

finally the newspaper did get into the basement and got a snapshot of the basement Studio storage room bunker.

 who's in a bunker who's in a bunker Women and Children First women and children first idioteque. but all the women have been kicked out even the biggest bromance the homeless have been instructed to ask Osarch for a piece of the 1.25 million pizza pie. one of the jaded dejected disillusioned suddenly seems more real another says they're riding that non-profit wave where's that wave headed though