smogsick and choking

braingarbage has been out sick.
sick of everything

i first heard the new thunder from heaven album material---this song---october 5th 2009 in the studios at sunset and elcentro.
los angeles on fire again,
the smoke in asthmatic lungs
and
after
making pleas for the digital sharing party
to continue in what my dad might have called
"THE INFINITE DATA"
already coming to be known as the internet
there are a few things that escape infinity . . .
and remain secret in my mind
so herein i might share them.

a few core principles (and corresponding links):

1. cam powell's thunder from heaven project is the most profound live act since radiohead http://www.thunderfromheaven.com/

2. nick maybury is a luminous entity defying description, and  new solo work as niky may or really anything he does is so beautiful: niky may. i am really worried about the new material he's been playing at bronson bar----we need to be sure its backed up in the cloud somewhere because its really good and completely unreleased, and my hypercreative brother gabriel eng wants to build him a supercool website---on a side note: has anybody seen shay raviv of violet vision?  is he dead? i feel like maria braun . . . he is a seriously cool composer for film scoring and electronic music and wanted to collaborate with maybury, but has fallen out of touch.  It is just so much that i worry about israel and war that i feel worried about him . . . http://violet-vision.net/  he's okay. he's blogging.

3. high levels of homocysteinehttp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Homocysteine in brain become hallucinogenic and occur in the brains of the B-vitamin deprived.  brain needs b-vitamins to break it down.  so if you drink alcohol or eat standard american diet (SAD) or had somebody call you "schizophrenic" you might try some b-vites http://findarticles.com/p/articles/mi_m0ISW/is_283/ai_n18744429/ and stop listening to big Pharma

4. HOMELESS IN LA disturbing stats skid row is still home to skidrownians and food not bombs goes on every sunday
cook at aglago community house behind lovecraft biofuels on sunset and hyperion (2:30pm) and then feedings at Pershing square @6-7 then skid--------->http://www.aglago.org/

5. LAPD rape kit scandal (REFUSAL TO PROSECUTE RAPE DNA EVIDENCE) makes me ill LAPD rape kit reneg

6. CEDAW must go forward united states' (and only six other countries: Iran, Nauru, Palau, Somalia, Sudan and Tonga) failure to support international human rights

7. Marital Rape immunity makes me Krank disturbing legal article on united states laws protecting spousal abuse and rape and here is this little research blog i barely have the guts to republish---about international rape rape (irreversible)

8. Copenhagen Climate conference police brutality made me super ill danish human rights failure

9. bioaccumulation=interrelationality
        poisons you put in your body will accumulate in your body
        when you eat the bodies of others, you eat their bioaccumulated toxicity
        smog has a halflife
        even airborne molecules of cooking meat are carcinogenic---
        explained here in this 1993 tokyo study  more airborne necrotic mutagenic poison

10. i already sent you a link to this if yr my friend, but this blew my mind into into infintesimal bits of broken glass Healers and witches in Oku: an occult system of knowledge in northwest Cameroon

11. if you pay taxes in Los Angeles---you just got to fund a big RACIST POLICE BRUTALITY party so if you wonder why the budget is too tight to fund important things remember pay-to-play LAPD police brutality is an expensive waste

12. Polanski and other rapist/sodomist/child molesters makes me ill check out the rapist support club here (you'll be surprised to see how rape-friendly hollywood is hollywood rape support club and hey i read the entire deposition of the victim polanski rape deposition and you should read it too before you jump on his lifeboat

13. Martin Luther King opposed the Vietnam War more vehemently than i ever realized and his oratorical genius was here recorded in a church a year before his assassination "because my conscience leaves me no other choice" when "silence is betrayal" listen

14. freak out: genius guitarist DAVID SOLDI plays guitar for Govern's upcoming ninth album IX sneak peak and download: http://soundcloud.com/maryeng1/04-track-govern-ix  seriously! ala "death to america and those who love her" govern:IX

15. google books settlement will open information to text to speech for the blind and dyslexic! hooray!
text to speech and braille accessibility  which leads me to hope for new interpretations of the americans with disabilities act (ADA) to open up all the closed systems . . .

16. bambuser.com and why i love videoblogging as the newest most au courant mode of expression

17. venture capital---why artists need it http://nettwerk.com/blog/terry/polyphonic-its-game-changer

18. quitting twitter---worse than cigarettes

19. facebookiness and why i don't want to be there

20. the axis of justice (contra Gibson guitar sweatshops in Korea) and making activist musicians http://axisofjustice.net/ dreaming of greener festivals, fundraisers for food not bombs http://www.foodnotbombs.net/

21. soynoise from DIYzine's jang lee http://diyzine.com/ about earth, activism, cruelty

22. i really want to go here http://redandblackcafe.com/ vegan anarchist cafe in portland

23. sad i am going to miss this at the tate modern: minimalist holocaust art from miroslaw balka http://www.tate.org.uk/modern/exhibitions/unilevermiroslawbalka/default.shtm who speaks of the beckett simultaneity

24. idit dobbs-weinstein: master: maimonedes and medieval jewish philosophy listen and read about the limits of reason google book it! and her sexual harassment lawsuit against my creepy old alma mater in the creepy old sexist south idit v. vanderbilt idit means shallow in hebrew. idit told me to learn languages.  her family got burned up in auschwitz.  she gave me my favorite book.  writing the disaster

25. congo . . .

26. ecological destruction as genocidal re: desertification i.e. our hedonism KILLS CHILDREN IN EQUATORIAL AFRICA Desertification

27. animals

28. earth: ideas anyone?

29. Vlad the Retailer is here: 4314 melrose at heliotrope: Cool Art space shows  . . . .

30. flipped out about scott zeman's dissertation and all  the flashbacks its giving me . . . and may have to upload to scribd.com to bootleg to you . . . flashbacks to the marxist reading group circa 1997 http://www.scribd.com/doc/27287460/scottzemandissertation

31. re: james oscar: world plans, bakhtin, taussig and other clues . . .

32. and read some exciting labor law here from glenn nunes and company http://www.nuneslawgroup.com/our-cases.html glenn looks really nice in his moods of norway suits http://www.moodsofnorway.com/ hope their factories are super fair trade!!!!

33. speaking of sweatshops v. fair trade how about googling dov charney, sexual harassment, and american apparel and read this huff expose
oh yeah and boycott rainforest beef and leather---Tesco frozen dinners come from rainforest clearing in brazil dig it? really? slaughtering-the-amazon
"According to Greenpeace, other U.S. brands that continue to source their leather and beef from unsustainable ranches in the Amazon include Adidas, Boss, Clarks, Eagle Ottawa (which supplies car interiors for BMW, Ford, Honda, Toyota and others), Geox, Gucci, Hilfiger, IKEA, Kraft, Louis Vuitton, Prada, Reebok and Wal-Mart"

34. a secret friend told me how she declined greenpeace spokesperson deutschland for fear of being killed or harassed

35. theo van gogh's submission: can someone tell me how to have this much courage??????? making a film can get you murdered watch it!!!!!!!!!!! rape and beatings obscured through "freedom of religion"

36. having the guts to call it: it's racist, it's sexist, it's heterosexist, heteronormative, genderdualistic

37. ahimsa ahimsa/nonviolence in thought word and deed staying away from unsophisticated language

38. avoiding big talkers and bad energy

39. getting really into silence

40. tom sachs at the gagosian deep fried performance art mcdonalds forever in beverly hills a few nights ago. thrilled he failed to ask sanrio's permission on the hello kitty paper mache project---as fair use and corporate transcendence prevail!!!!!! appalled at the gruesome fur coat in attendance, and disappointed not to be killed by the chanel guillotine or escorted to the prada deathcamp, i asked tom if he might deep-fry chinchillas, a logical following to my question "are the french fries vegan?" presuming a surrealist/dadaist perspective of course.  tom laughed.  what good company!!!!!!!  i'm sure the 50-70 anally electrocuted babies that made up this horrific coat would have enjoyed the deep fryer.  i mean the artistry of the haute couture atmosphere!!!!! actually desecration of a corpse makes me fairly ill too, presuming i exist, which i rarely do.  well-meaning humans!!!!!!

that's all!

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