peer raben thanks for the freaky music!!!!
fassbinder forever!

wow.
it took a miracle (mariah dawes) to get me to art walk.  and wow i saw bowery beasts at the five stars bar. eegads!!!! so wonderful.
and i saw the magical elusive pam cash, who i hadn't seen since december 09 boohoo.

via livejournal journalist extraordinaire pam cash's stylish friend who is named neither elinore nor lenore, but something similar, i know now of malabomba.

i love her formal tuxedo jackets with tails.  she's radical!!! i'm sorry i forgot her name again!

as a klezmer lover who feels about ready to hit the gas chamber much of the time, i really need to reconnect with anything i love (including the friends who are ignoring my calls), or anything remotely spiritual to shake me out of this living nightmare.
i'm trying to be a better buddhist and non-attach, and be a better atheistic catholic and pray on the train. learn hebrew and read the koran.
that is where kabbalah, arabic, sanskrit, and music come in.  and videostreaming and fassbinder and ingmar bergman.

when i get depressed i order the new york times so i can read about the CIA executing people with no trial.  us citizens even.
and netflix so i can watch movies like "love is colder than death" which incidentally seems to be quite true sometimes.

man, i want to scan every last page of my grand pa ransom eng's declassified CIA career i got via a FOIA request so you guys can get creeped out with their  little world.  man do i feel lucky.

tell myspace the bad audio advertisements are ccccccccreepy!
http://www.myspace.com/clubmalabomba
http://pamcash.livejournal.com/

goddess
[info]pamcash
isn't she beautiful?

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