braindamage for braingarbage?

http://www.guardian.co.uk/business/2010/dec/08/wikileaks-cables-shell-nigeria-spying

eco crimes
niger
new light

barclays too

got to tate modern---they have internet unbelievable
all starbucks UK have it for registerred starbucks card holders

somerset house has van gogh the one of his cut ear.
dead at 37.

kings college campus was deserted but entertaining.  huge statue of sappho!

letter of support to wikileaks legal team yields a blackberry thank you from mark stephens
i am overwhelmed

apple store on regent street will fixed damaged laptop

headache all day due to blow, yet brain is still full of garbage worth note.  head injury to the brain, brain garbage was my first thought as i regained consciousness.

that at least something is there, in case i dont recover.
a little braindamage might take away my depression though, or make me appreciate life.
i am not kidding.  that is a grave situation to ponder.

as when in 2004 i recycled 10 years of paper journals.
into nothingness they went . . .
paper pulp

and after reading virginia woolf's diaries, and simone de beauvoir's diaries, i cared for diaries, immensely

virginia cared for naught

now it is all into the digital river of consciousness, where all culture flows into obscurity

i saw the thames.  the millenium bridge that i love.  the surrealism at the modern tate.
thought more of the munchs in stockholm.

pain, and near death experience, and the experience of physical frailty strengthens concern for what are known as "human rights."

i am very worried of the way human rights remain a delusory myth of naivete under the bloody heels of capitalism.
i feel this.
a desire to help other humans.
but how?

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