crackerjack
Disclaimer: by sharing the outrageous viewpoints of ZFS i no way seek to incur further sexual exploitation of children, but offer this report as an educational but horrifying look into the mind of a pedophila fundamentalist who seeks to enact legislation to legalize statutory child rape. i am not an expert in treating the psychology of pedophilia. i have never experienced a person's "coming out" of the propedophilia closet in such an explicit and ideological way. i found the experience revolting, confrontational, disgusting, and extremely upsetting.
via twitter, i asked him to never contact or harass me again, and to stay away.
at the Astoria Oregon Lady of the Sea Catholic rummage sale. i was asked to attend Seidel's first court hearing for threatening to arrest city council in June.
the hearing was i believe June 16.
he emailed me and we began to write.
upon seeing him at the produce give away, beginning 2 july 2015 i began to spend time with Seidel, trying to get to the bottom of his purported activism.
he presented himself at first as a friend and activist type.
then certain tirades emerged in which he exposed strange obsessions with misogyny and eventually pedophilia.
on august 24, 2015 after the hell You talm bout event in Portland
after speaking with Multnomah Copwatch's david kif davis about his heroic work outing the pedophiles and pedophile apologists of multnomah county
including issues with the Terry Bean case of child rape, intimidation of the victim, attempted bribery---as well as the Washington County ian andrew gilderson rape case, the Portland Mayor Goldschmidt child rape scandal, the Portland Mayor Sam Adams statutory rape of teen Brad Breedlove
and NAMBLA
i then proceeded to drive Astoria City Council-arresting Z. F. Seidel who lives in the forest behind warrenton's staples -- to a pdx dental clinic for his tooth problem.
David Kif Davis's anti-pedophilia campaigning evidently triggered a torrent of pro-pedophilia tirade from Zachary Frank Seidel.
as i drove, Seidel began a litany of outrageous statements:
Seidel expressed need to change the law to make the legal age of sexual consent age 13.
Seidel stated that prosecuting adults who sleep with teenagers as statutory rapists is taking away resources from prosecuting "real rape."
Seidel stated that children have a right to have sex with adults and that it is a children's rights issue.
Seidel stated that children who need to get away from abusive parents should not have the people who help and sexually abuse them put in jail (for implicit statutory rape sex acts with minors).
i asked further questions to elucidate his meaning:
when asked if he is attracted to children, Seidel stated "not usually."
i asked if Seidel was so confident about his beliefs about adults having sex with minors that he would put it on the internet or on youtube associated with his real name. he answered, put it on youtube.
(i was concerned that he was so unaware at my horror and shock, that his universal generalizing was deeply offensive, that he also had no shame in sharing these ideas with a larger audience. i was concerned that his previously declared Man's Rights Activism on Reddit might include promoting adult rape of teens.)
i asked if Seidel is also pro-incest. he did not respond coherently.
i asked Seidel if the thirteen year olds who are statutorily raped by Adults would be given access to birth control.
Seidel stated that birth control is toxic and condoms should work well enough, for all the statutory child rape he wants to legalize.
he previously declared he is anti-abortion.
i asked Seidel if he sees a cut off age in which adult statutory rape of minors is inappropriate.
i asked Seidel if he considers the physical intimidation of children by larger men to be coercive, and that the presumed "consent" by children to sex with adults is actually invalid by way coersion.
He did not seem to understand or respond.
i asked Seidel if economic coersion would invalidate consent.
he kept repeating his claim that he is fighting for children's rights to have sex with adults and escape from their parents.
i told him many of my friends were sexually abused as children, that i extremely offended, as in "get-out-of-my-car-offended."
i left him at the dental clinic telling him i was not the person for this conversation.
the next day he emailed me a human trafficking bill (which i presume he opposes as he is pro-childrape) which i found creepy.
a few days later he text messaged me he made it back to Astoria.
he then contacted me further on twitter complaining that this merely was a difference of opinion, not worth terminating a friendship over.
other creepy things Seidel said:
he made an absurd and extremely misspelled harassing tirade on Man's Rights Activist reddit on my cellulite which he called cellulose which he later apologized for and deleted.
he previously harassed me about "junk in the trunk" a disgraceful colloquialism to pejoritize female fat deposits. this happened 14 july 2015. by this point, i found him horrifyingly rude, sexist, and lowbrow. the association became intermittent, with a pattern of his becoming harassing, belligerent and aggressive, and me ending our association. after a week to 10 days i would resume contact, in deference to my tolerance and ability to see the good side of almost anyone.
Seidel said child support should be made illegal because it hurts men and caused him to almost starve to death his whole childhood because his dad's child support payments left him not enough to care for him and his brother.
ZF Seidel said all women want to be barefoot and pregnant.
ZF Seidel said that women are after men's money and women should not work outside the home.
Seidel also confessed to me his sexual relationship with a biological male transitioning into female gender via homone therapy.
this involved anal penetration of the person undergoing sexual transition.
i mention this because i consider minors who are male and female to be in danger, due to Seidel's bisexuality or transexual attractions and concurrent promotion of legalizing statutory rape of teens 13 and up.
he claimed to be only 1/8th gay, which i found to be untrue, as he is primarily sexually obsessed by his male transitioning into female lover.
seidel choked me with one hand nonconsensually and made violent comments to me about dreaming about me being strung up on a meat hook naked in a forest starving.
Seidel is from St. Louis Missouri.
his brother Tye Seidel lives in Atlanta. i spoke to his brother briefly.
his mother died of cancer when he was four.
his father was abusive verbally and had stashed cocaine from barter for construction work.
his father died of cancer in 2008.
his military grandfather Ira Seidel was a verbally abusive alcoholic who raised Seidel with the grandmother, due to his father's collapse after the death of his mother.
his grandmother was battered by Seidel's violence and breaking things.
Seidel claims to have irritable bowel syndrome and told me he began saying this when under attack for his mental health or to get him in psychiatric custody.
Seidel was on disability for his heart problem until age 18, but refuses to renew his disability check because he doesn't want to be considered disabled.
his arteries in his heart were crossed as an infant and he was operated on. two ribs were removed during the surgery.
seidel called his mother neurotic.
seidel called his Aunt, a nuisance.
Seidel made many misogynistic tirades against Hillary Clinton and the Mayor of Astoria.
the sudden viciousness of his attacks coincided with his generally primitive misogynistic outlook.
i tried to reason with him, sending him David Futurelle's blog wehuntedthemammoth which profiles extreme radical men's rights activist who promote extreme violence against women.
i was not sure if Seidel's ideological fundamentalism could be argued down.
after his filthy pedophilia outburst, i discontinued my discussions with him.
originally i was intrigued by his attention getting attempt to arrest the Mayor of Astoria in June 2015.
i wanted to understand his ideology.
i see it as a survival ploy, to get attention.
that he has now.
i wrote Astoria city hall with the unfortunate news of his pedophilia agenda.
whether it plays off into his insanity defense, or future mechanism of protecting the city of Astoria, who knows?
much thanks to Portland Women's Crisis hotline, for helping me to process the toxic shock, and helping me formulate a plan.
by abandoning Seidel in Portland, i felt safer.
that i must never allow him again to use an internet signal in my name seemed paramount, nor did i have any desire to continue association with someone with such radically offensive and stupid views about exploiting children sexually.
much thanks to jewish domestic violence nonprofit shalom bayit, for re-affirming my undertanding that pedophilia is never an acceptable worldview or lifestyle choice.
they sympathized with the sense of devastation and betrayal.
i thanked david kif davis for getting this out into the open, and for provoking Seidel's self-disclosure.
my mother encouraged me not to report this publicly. but we have seen how pedophilia destroys children's lives when treated with with secrecy and squeamishness.
the astoria forum has not published my informational letter, nor has hip fish, the local weekly.
perhaps they are concerned that the information i have is incorrect, or arising from some attempt to defame or humiliate.
now clearly people can assume that i am insane. or that i made this up.
so be that.
if they want to confront the fact that i am an incredibly honest person, and would never falsify information of this terrifying gravity, very well then too.
i write this out of concern for the youth of Astoria, for my parents and neighbors, for the safety of public figures, and out of genuine concern.
i am puzzled as to why Seidel told me this. he did not appear to be faking an ideology, but to be speaking from deranged conviction.
he did not seem to have any concern how this disclosure would obliterate any association with me, or my resources.
i think it's pathetic that a feral pedophile is lurking outside a strip mall in america.
i called it in to staples and the warrenton police. i spoke to officer wirt.
he explained that Zachary Frank Seidel's name did not turn up as a registered convicted sex offender.
spoke to the National Hotline on Sexual Exploitation of children.
what more can i do?
i consider Zachary Frank Seidel's perverse sexist child-abusing philosophy to be a part of the filthy attitudes i left behind on the other side of the USA when i last left in 2003 and 2004.
i politely tried to explain to him, this is the West Coast, and all your sexist catechism is not going to fly here.
he used the term Negroes and repeatedly called for segregation.
i did not ask much further, but attempted to correct him.
he may be some kind of racist as well, which should be investigated also.
he is currently publishing Anarchist manifestos on Astoria Forum.
i was concerned also, that pedophiles are often targets of prison violence, or child porn.
is Seidel packing this?
he did at one time mention to me that he occasionally looks at porn.
he does not drink, but does take marijuana at times.
he has lived in california, arizona, iowa, south carolina, and has largely been homeless or couchsurfing after being kicked out of college in missouri for some kind or argument.
his hobby is Computer Aided Design of airplane parts.
he goes by the name "lu" or "lupi" after chenken lupi his twitter handle and gmail and online name.
no attempts to speak to me about this have been made by clatsop DA, or astoria city hall, the city attorney, or derrick depledge.
i assume they find it so traumatizing, they too are shutting down.
i surely hope none of them are in the propedophile camp with Seidel.
it's rather disturbing, no?
i feel sorry for Herzig and Cindy Price who had thanked me for eliciting a diagram of Seidel's alleged corruption surrounding the Astoria Column and communications tower controversies.
the many good points he made, are now to me nullified by his unethical obsession with legalizing the rape of 13 year old girls and boys.
i could not write this up as fiction.
the moral of the story kids:
beware of false messiahs, who claim an ethical high ground, yet seek destroy a child's innocence and legal protection.
it's all too familiar: the child rapist with the religious zealot avatar and hype.
in post-crisis research
i found out the horrifying Vatican has an age of consent at age 12.
it just so happens i became obsessed by the Prince Andrew and Prime Minister Heath child rape scandals.
what struck me as soooooo perverse, was the similarity of Zachary Seidel's comportment with the notorious video interview of England's Pedophile Information Exchange activists in the 1970's.
as if he had watched them, and copied them.
it was the calculated cool, matter of fact spiel, that seemed utterly coached and rehearsed, nonchalant, deliberate, calculating, and satanic.
my fears were immense.
as in obviously he is promoting commission of crime, and trying as some filthy agent provocateur type, to gauge my interest in child exploitation.
well, clearly, he can f-off.
crackerjack.
my personal opinion is that he has some kind of asperger's type syndrome, with inability to pull his mind out of obsessive circular logical staircases.
the years of starvation and homelessness have left him with a host of medical problems: dental problems, kidney stones, a tumor on his spine.
he would make strange jokes about arresting people, that were rather off kilter.
i always assumed Missouri was as backwards as Tennessee. i'm afraid he's made an appalling impression of Missouri imbecility.
via twitter, i asked him to never contact or harass me again, and to stay away.
at the Astoria Oregon Lady of the Sea Catholic rummage sale. i was asked to attend Seidel's first court hearing for threatening to arrest city council in June.
the hearing was i believe June 16.
he emailed me and we began to write.
upon seeing him at the produce give away, beginning 2 july 2015 i began to spend time with Seidel, trying to get to the bottom of his purported activism.
he presented himself at first as a friend and activist type.
then certain tirades emerged in which he exposed strange obsessions with misogyny and eventually pedophilia.
on august 24, 2015 after the hell You talm bout event in Portland
after speaking with Multnomah Copwatch's david kif davis about his heroic work outing the pedophiles and pedophile apologists of multnomah county
including issues with the Terry Bean case of child rape, intimidation of the victim, attempted bribery---as well as the Washington County ian andrew gilderson rape case, the Portland Mayor Goldschmidt child rape scandal, the Portland Mayor Sam Adams statutory rape of teen Brad Breedlove
and NAMBLA
i then proceeded to drive Astoria City Council-arresting Z. F. Seidel who lives in the forest behind warrenton's staples -- to a pdx dental clinic for his tooth problem.
David Kif Davis's anti-pedophilia campaigning evidently triggered a torrent of pro-pedophilia tirade from Zachary Frank Seidel.
as i drove, Seidel began a litany of outrageous statements:
Seidel expressed need to change the law to make the legal age of sexual consent age 13.
Seidel stated that prosecuting adults who sleep with teenagers as statutory rapists is taking away resources from prosecuting "real rape."
Seidel stated that children have a right to have sex with adults and that it is a children's rights issue.
Seidel stated that children who need to get away from abusive parents should not have the people who help and sexually abuse them put in jail (for implicit statutory rape sex acts with minors).
i asked further questions to elucidate his meaning:
when asked if he is attracted to children, Seidel stated "not usually."
i asked if Seidel was so confident about his beliefs about adults having sex with minors that he would put it on the internet or on youtube associated with his real name. he answered, put it on youtube.
(i was concerned that he was so unaware at my horror and shock, that his universal generalizing was deeply offensive, that he also had no shame in sharing these ideas with a larger audience. i was concerned that his previously declared Man's Rights Activism on Reddit might include promoting adult rape of teens.)
i asked if Seidel is also pro-incest. he did not respond coherently.
i asked Seidel if the thirteen year olds who are statutorily raped by Adults would be given access to birth control.
Seidel stated that birth control is toxic and condoms should work well enough, for all the statutory child rape he wants to legalize.
he previously declared he is anti-abortion.
i asked Seidel if he sees a cut off age in which adult statutory rape of minors is inappropriate.
i asked Seidel if he considers the physical intimidation of children by larger men to be coercive, and that the presumed "consent" by children to sex with adults is actually invalid by way coersion.
He did not seem to understand or respond.
i asked Seidel if economic coersion would invalidate consent.
he kept repeating his claim that he is fighting for children's rights to have sex with adults and escape from their parents.
i told him many of my friends were sexually abused as children, that i extremely offended, as in "get-out-of-my-car-offended."
i left him at the dental clinic telling him i was not the person for this conversation.
the next day he emailed me a human trafficking bill (which i presume he opposes as he is pro-childrape) which i found creepy.
a few days later he text messaged me he made it back to Astoria.
he then contacted me further on twitter complaining that this merely was a difference of opinion, not worth terminating a friendship over.
other creepy things Seidel said:
he made an absurd and extremely misspelled harassing tirade on Man's Rights Activist reddit on my cellulite which he called cellulose which he later apologized for and deleted.
he previously harassed me about "junk in the trunk" a disgraceful colloquialism to pejoritize female fat deposits. this happened 14 july 2015. by this point, i found him horrifyingly rude, sexist, and lowbrow. the association became intermittent, with a pattern of his becoming harassing, belligerent and aggressive, and me ending our association. after a week to 10 days i would resume contact, in deference to my tolerance and ability to see the good side of almost anyone.
Seidel said child support should be made illegal because it hurts men and caused him to almost starve to death his whole childhood because his dad's child support payments left him not enough to care for him and his brother.
ZF Seidel said all women want to be barefoot and pregnant.
ZF Seidel said that women are after men's money and women should not work outside the home.
Seidel also confessed to me his sexual relationship with a biological male transitioning into female gender via homone therapy.
this involved anal penetration of the person undergoing sexual transition.
i mention this because i consider minors who are male and female to be in danger, due to Seidel's bisexuality or transexual attractions and concurrent promotion of legalizing statutory rape of teens 13 and up.
he claimed to be only 1/8th gay, which i found to be untrue, as he is primarily sexually obsessed by his male transitioning into female lover.
Seidel is from St. Louis Missouri.
his brother Tye Seidel lives in Atlanta. i spoke to his brother briefly.
his mother died of cancer when he was four.
his father was abusive verbally and had stashed cocaine from barter for construction work.
his father died of cancer in 2008.
his military grandfather Ira Seidel was a verbally abusive alcoholic who raised Seidel with the grandmother, due to his father's collapse after the death of his mother.
his grandmother was battered by Seidel's violence and breaking things.
Seidel claims to have irritable bowel syndrome and told me he began saying this when under attack for his mental health or to get him in psychiatric custody.
Seidel was on disability for his heart problem until age 18, but refuses to renew his disability check because he doesn't want to be considered disabled.
his arteries in his heart were crossed as an infant and he was operated on. two ribs were removed during the surgery.
seidel called his mother neurotic.
seidel called his Aunt, a nuisance.
Seidel made many misogynistic tirades against Hillary Clinton and the Mayor of Astoria.
the sudden viciousness of his attacks coincided with his generally primitive misogynistic outlook.
i tried to reason with him, sending him David Futurelle's blog wehuntedthemammoth which profiles extreme radical men's rights activist who promote extreme violence against women.
i was not sure if Seidel's ideological fundamentalism could be argued down.
after his filthy pedophilia outburst, i discontinued my discussions with him.
originally i was intrigued by his attention getting attempt to arrest the Mayor of Astoria in June 2015.
i wanted to understand his ideology.
i see it as a survival ploy, to get attention.
that he has now.
i wrote Astoria city hall with the unfortunate news of his pedophilia agenda.
whether it plays off into his insanity defense, or future mechanism of protecting the city of Astoria, who knows?
much thanks to Portland Women's Crisis hotline, for helping me to process the toxic shock, and helping me formulate a plan.
by abandoning Seidel in Portland, i felt safer.
that i must never allow him again to use an internet signal in my name seemed paramount, nor did i have any desire to continue association with someone with such radically offensive and stupid views about exploiting children sexually.
much thanks to jewish domestic violence nonprofit shalom bayit, for re-affirming my undertanding that pedophilia is never an acceptable worldview or lifestyle choice.
they sympathized with the sense of devastation and betrayal.
i thanked david kif davis for getting this out into the open, and for provoking Seidel's self-disclosure.
my mother encouraged me not to report this publicly. but we have seen how pedophilia destroys children's lives when treated with with secrecy and squeamishness.
the astoria forum has not published my informational letter, nor has hip fish, the local weekly.
perhaps they are concerned that the information i have is incorrect, or arising from some attempt to defame or humiliate.
now clearly people can assume that i am insane. or that i made this up.
so be that.
if they want to confront the fact that i am an incredibly honest person, and would never falsify information of this terrifying gravity, very well then too.
i write this out of concern for the youth of Astoria, for my parents and neighbors, for the safety of public figures, and out of genuine concern.
i am puzzled as to why Seidel told me this. he did not appear to be faking an ideology, but to be speaking from deranged conviction.
he did not seem to have any concern how this disclosure would obliterate any association with me, or my resources.
i think it's pathetic that a feral pedophile is lurking outside a strip mall in america.
i called it in to staples and the warrenton police. i spoke to officer wirt.
he explained that Zachary Frank Seidel's name did not turn up as a registered convicted sex offender.
spoke to the National Hotline on Sexual Exploitation of children.
what more can i do?
i consider Zachary Frank Seidel's perverse sexist child-abusing philosophy to be a part of the filthy attitudes i left behind on the other side of the USA when i last left in 2003 and 2004.
i politely tried to explain to him, this is the West Coast, and all your sexist catechism is not going to fly here.
he used the term Negroes and repeatedly called for segregation.
i did not ask much further, but attempted to correct him.
he may be some kind of racist as well, which should be investigated also.
he is currently publishing Anarchist manifestos on Astoria Forum.
i was concerned also, that pedophiles are often targets of prison violence, or child porn.
is Seidel packing this?
he did at one time mention to me that he occasionally looks at porn.
he does not drink, but does take marijuana at times.
he has lived in california, arizona, iowa, south carolina, and has largely been homeless or couchsurfing after being kicked out of college in missouri for some kind or argument.
his hobby is Computer Aided Design of airplane parts.
he goes by the name "lu" or "lupi" after chenken lupi his twitter handle and gmail and online name.
no attempts to speak to me about this have been made by clatsop DA, or astoria city hall, the city attorney, or derrick depledge.
i assume they find it so traumatizing, they too are shutting down.
i surely hope none of them are in the propedophile camp with Seidel.
it's rather disturbing, no?
i feel sorry for Herzig and Cindy Price who had thanked me for eliciting a diagram of Seidel's alleged corruption surrounding the Astoria Column and communications tower controversies.
the many good points he made, are now to me nullified by his unethical obsession with legalizing the rape of 13 year old girls and boys.
i could not write this up as fiction.
the moral of the story kids:
beware of false messiahs, who claim an ethical high ground, yet seek destroy a child's innocence and legal protection.
it's all too familiar: the child rapist with the religious zealot avatar and hype.
in post-crisis research
i found out the horrifying Vatican has an age of consent at age 12.
it just so happens i became obsessed by the Prince Andrew and Prime Minister Heath child rape scandals.
what struck me as soooooo perverse, was the similarity of Zachary Seidel's comportment with the notorious video interview of England's Pedophile Information Exchange activists in the 1970's.
as if he had watched them, and copied them.
it was the calculated cool, matter of fact spiel, that seemed utterly coached and rehearsed, nonchalant, deliberate, calculating, and satanic.
my fears were immense.
as in obviously he is promoting commission of crime, and trying as some filthy agent provocateur type, to gauge my interest in child exploitation.
well, clearly, he can f-off.
crackerjack.
my personal opinion is that he has some kind of asperger's type syndrome, with inability to pull his mind out of obsessive circular logical staircases.
the years of starvation and homelessness have left him with a host of medical problems: dental problems, kidney stones, a tumor on his spine.
he would make strange jokes about arresting people, that were rather off kilter.
i always assumed Missouri was as backwards as Tennessee. i'm afraid he's made an appalling impression of Missouri imbecility.
Thanks for this--he is really a creepy individual who doesnt realize normal people can see right through his mask and see him for the psychopath he is. How anyone could mistake Seidel for "messiah" of any sort
ReplyDeletegreat point! i think i meant moreover that
ReplyDeletehis vision of his own value to society included messianic delusions