questioning @tedwheeler's following of @HartNoecker led to BLOCK from Noecker

notes on @HartNoecker blocking event on twitter

i do not accuse Hart Necker's Twitter followers of being rape apologists

i have never met the victims of Hart Noecker

i have read some tweets, articles, blogs

Mungen Cakes tweeting with Hart Noecker drew to my attention the re-insertion of Noecker in Portland culture.

i had noted this many months before, as well as followed the issues around his public shaming.

i was watching from a distance the SJW-hating rants of jess e hadden on twitter, and his Facebook anxieties.

i was concerned many many months before that roger hardesty joe anybody and many other people i have met in person in the police reform movement in pdf, were still following Hart Noecker.

depending on which devices they use, or their understanding of twitter, unfollowing him, may never have occurred.

perhaps they had not read of the scandal.

when Hart Noecker rushed to judge my motivations in questioning ted wheeler's following of Hart Noecker i was startled at his concern.

i suggested it was time to unfollow all the hart Noecker followers.

which is hard with lauren van der lynn.

and i can't unfollow teressa raiford.
so this sucks.

i thought about deleting everyone, or the whole account.

i had no pre-meditated design to ensnarl Hart Noecker. i was surprised he responded. i stopped following jess e hidden long ago, for obvious reasons, although some of his work is superb.  it seems somebody broke his heart, so twitter had devolved into a seething mass of SJW-hating. which i had to look up: social justice warrior. from the context, it seemed he meant women.
i think it would be much more clear if he wrote Sally is mean and ruined my life, or OMG i'm secretly gay for Hart Noecker, or whatever is bugging him straight. but, this is Facebook getting poured into Twitter, and i hate Facebook, and do not want twitter to feel like Myspace, which it increasingly does, especially when provoking the Manarchists of the Men's Rights Movement in PDX into a frothy state of rape equivocating.

plus the fact that i think the Angry man thing is kind of cute sometimes.

it was so unpleasant.
what i do Know is that Hart Noecker is desperate to talk about his problems with women on Twitter, via analogies to other people's rape accusations experience.  this itself, while maybe natural for him, i find to be excessive, and unhelpful.

i suggested he write a list of charges, and then counterargument, or his assertions.

like if he strangled, is his assertion, it was consensual strangling?

kind of a work graph, from which to understand how many charges, how many victims, who alleges what.

surely he's the expert in what they allege?

but he's blocking me on twitter.
i'm not sure he lost any followers because of this.  if any of my good friends have the real scoop, or even some literary defense, or character reference i'm interested.
email maryeng1@gmail.com

of course i would really like to speak to the victims as well.

i wasn't too happy with aaron mesh's attempt to be sophisticated. it was polanskerish.

too bad i didn't get much further than his threat to sue for defamation.  now then dan called and my twitter conversation was in the weeds.

i couldn't believe it was happening.

i have been a victim of false accusation before. its unpleasant.  i really don't want to Rush to judge. i am concerned that Mayoral candidates are sending the wrong message to women, to follow the strangler date rapist sodomist who drugs his victims.

i'm not sure that's the je ne sais qua we're looking for in Mayor of Portland.

like we did that already. see Goldschmidt. i mean even child predator Sam Adams.


so

i was never able to preface the dialogue with a Yes Im pro-polyamorous, or sure, there could be exaggeration, or misunderstanding.

he was very quick to judge me, blast me with his rape-victims are liars article, threaten to sue his victims.

then he and jess e hidden had their little bro-in about lynching, and how white men accused of rape are analogous to black men accused of rape in the south.

and how Cosby esque it is. and then low and behold Cosby was arrested the next day, after this little bout of Twitterhell.

even though according to one victim, Hart Necker's mommy hired a lawyer to harass her into silence.

i don't think it's fair to appropriate lynching.  sure, it can be done on twitter.  i don't think it makes the white-man-bro Hart Noecker look terribly sensitive.

i don't know what Hart Noecker did. which is why i asked "What happened?"

i understand the question elicits trauma, as he later tweeted about accusations leading to suicide.

i'm NOT trying to push him to kill himself, although i do not condemn suicide or legal death with dignity.

it would be rather fascinating to be both blocked by Hart Noecker and tedwheeler but Lord Love that ted wheeler for unblocking me, despite his fear of answering my questions.

perhaps Hart Noecker will get his head together in a few years and explain what happened, or why.

i have nothing against sex. i don't like rape.

i think marriage and monogamy are perverse.

i don't see how helpful a bunch of male cultists in #PDX are when they act more repressive than the god-damn catholic church about rape.

like, what's so radical about that?

i'm all kinds of forgiving, and intrigued sometimes.

it's not my cup of tea to follow everyone on twitter.

they don't have to follow me.

i even unblocked most of my old 2012 sock puppets, as i don't want to be a BLOCK kind of person.
twitter isn't really the real internet either, especially when all the Facebookers invade it with their cliquey social whirlwind/.

lessig tweeted the next day.

i lost a conversation with a man accused of a lot of abuse, but gained a sentiment about the loss of Aaron Shwartz

lessig was a big hero to me for coming out with his experience of child sexual abuse

and
zac goldsmith a hero for demanding an inquiry

jess e hadden got rather mocking of me, when i tried to gain a reference to the spectrums of abuse, on the all-victims-are-liars mentality?

he just accused me of changing the subject so fast.
i worry his wits are dull.

i know i am flying with Gemini training, so naturally i'm getting quicker sometimes.

i would like to offer jess e hidden an apology, especially as i have been worried about him.  many of his contributions to the discourse have been significant.

i hope those ladies don't break his heart so much, or overdo it with their Social Justice Warrior poses. they aren't trying to emasculate him.

i don't know hart noecker, or whether he has found what he was looking for sexually or in S&M, after all the women in Portland branded him as a verbally abusive, drugging, strangling rapist.

i don't know what jess e. hadden sees in him.

i don't know if jess e hidden is really david hennessey as vikramadithya singh suggests.

some heems tweets on white man, helped me through this.

i apologize for blowing cover so soon and not getting more info, or any balance.

as it became clear, the men were too hysterical to speak to, and retreated into their fantasy bromance.

i wish them good luck with that.

i am sorry if in any way this comes at great pain to the victims of abuse psychological, physical, or via forced drugging.

i did not copy all tweets.

i copied some of Hart Necker's more absurd tweets to me into this blog. who does he think i am?

not sure who deleted what.
did not storify.
did not copy any jess e hidden tweets who cares?

not even sure if tedwheeler stopped following hart Noecker.
left tedwheeler message. wrote email.
he never responds.

did i contact jules bailey?