dan kennedy listening to metallica MOV00232
dan kennedy the scorpio
is george karge's best friend
and has officially told Facebook
"FUCK ALCOHOL"
with which i couldnt agree more.
Dan Kennedy tried to plant his flag in me, and told George to back off, Thanksgiving 2016 when they sat down at my table.
I was wary of going to Thanksgiving, for fear of what trouble it might bring.
Dan Kennedy assured me George was a scorpio, so i was rather disinterested.
They had that slightly-older-than-me cool-kids-that-got-into-too-much-trouble glow.
The second i saw George, and we smiled at each other, George's eyes were popping out of his skull with that elfen poignancy that comes from them being so brown, on someone so fair.
I didn't even realize george had red whiskers, until he grew them out, and someone pointed it out.
Hats always covered his hair which used to be redder when he was younger.
He's a strawberry blonde red-beard.
His hair was short anyway.
I bravely invited Dan and George over for tea.
George had Earl Grey and Dan and I discussed Herr Trump.
George put down his machete and work tools.
Somehow, the machete didnt disturb me. It was to hack forest for a camp spot, not to hack me to bits!
George had such a protective, caring vibe for his friend suffering hip degeneration.
George sort of lurked on a stairway, until i invited him in to sit in an old vintage wicker chair i salvaged.
Dan, being intellectual and charming until his foul temper shows up, kept me occupied with deep thoughts.
Dan took a shower.
I was relieved when George revealed he's a Leo like me, and assumed he was a great lover, a passionate person, had a million girlfriends, etc, as per the Leo stereotype.
In addition to all our other great qualities.
Mom called and told me mchooyah aka aries cousin osama-killer Robert O'Neill was on Fox news.
So George and i sat and watched it.
Except he was too cute to sit beside, so i politely sat on the floor, stretching my legs.
We drank gourmet ginger beer i got at deals only for cheap.
It was really spicy.
Dan's shower took forever.
George was being so polite to sit there watching the show.
I'm listening to Father John Misty "date night' on repeat.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nAdoIUNMdWs
Father John Misty reminds me of dan kennedy.
Long Jesu Christi hair.
So, Dan Kennedy finally came out of the shower.
George and I had not devoured each other.
switching to Hollywood forever cemetery sings, Father John Misty.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KtOToiIDNRA
George took a shorter shower and i walked them to their sleeping place.
Dan was wracked with pain, excruciating pain, due to his degenerative bone disease.
Dan Kennedy's saucer eyes rival bette davis.
Be careful ladies, don't fall into them.
I platonically hugged dan, and george was patiently there. i hugged him too, as the rain poured.
---
fidel castro died.
i got a call from dan kennedy.
i thought yay, i won't lose track of those cool boys.
i didnt want to stash dan's property.
george was often missing, at work.
maybe next week, dan kennedy managed to seduce me after 47 hours of intellectualizing the earth.
it was a mistake.
and he became such a pouty whiny intolerable mess, i had to stand outside my own apartment shaking and reading about the oppression of women in the middle east or something, waiting for him to abide my eviction order.
everything he told me about george, just intrigued me more.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qg3DxELVPj4
Lana Del Rey - Venice Bitch
eventually,
i pounced on george, assuming he could protect me from my urge to punch dan.
don't get me wrong, i LOVE dan.
but we can't really handle it.
I could hang out with dan, if george was present as bodyguard.
so went my theory.
and since george has blown his big mouth, i might as well blow mine.
we had the most fantastic threesome. 12-22-16.
although, george rather blew me away, forever.
so big f-ing deal.
i would rather there have been a female somehow in the mix, hello i'm not that into dudes!!!!!!!
so, i did want to cuddle with both of them.
but i didnt want to predate on them in their vulnerable state.
Christmas, 2016, i got on my knees and proposed to Dan Kennedy that he and George Karge be my husbands forever.
hence, his ranting about monogamy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c3T2sBVvHvU
let's listen to Mr Tillman father john misty.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j5B5IGqyy2s
George was no where to be found, and Dan Kennedy had just fallen flat on his face drunk at the transit station.
Dan K. confessed to some particular substance use that i find intolerable, so i sent him on his way, and he texted me about attacking chris kron with his sticks.
This upset George and I a lot.
We like Chris Kron, also a Leo like us.
He knows what astoria cops used to protect van deusen, the drunk mayor of astoria, from DUI arrests.
https://tdn.com/business/local/astoria-mayor-faces-rd-drunken-driving-charge/article_b13b2a63-5b94-5a3c-9424-78131c55ae1e.html
maybe the same astoria cops that are protecting chris duffy's sexual attack on me????
Truly Chris Kron was reported to have punched dan kennedy in the face. surely Kennedy had said something smart-ass to gain the fist in the face.
It was declared mutual combat, and no arrests were made.
Happy Christmas, 2016.
George had left his phone at my place, and we spoke when i called his dad.
now listening to god's favorite customer for the first time, father john misty.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sNG4g354P3w
George and I confirmed that we liked each other.
and that was that.
so yeah.
Fuck Alcohol.
I couldn't agree more.
Dan Kennedy was going to room with George, and heal from hip surgery.
But it didnt work out that way, because i snagged George.
what a SNAG!
SNAG=Sensitive New Age Guy as per stella mozgawa's explanation 2008 Christmas, when i was transported to the australian christmas, with henry fenton, in silver lake, trying to drink away my blues on jagermeister, for my rare walking blackout month of december 2008, before i return to relative straight edge-dom.
i was peeling potatoes with leo baydr strik, exercising the best line i was ever taught by a gorgeous rich girl running off to london with her new love
"I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT KITCHENS OR COOKING"
i even did the dishes anyway, but i really rather not touch the fragments of dead meat in the non-vegan's version of eating.
whatever lousy salad of grapes i brought, modeled off something grandma eng made, minus the chicken, was wilted and dying by the time it arrived.
i must have met Nick Maybury for the second time, new years eve that year.
he was watching Brian Jonestown Massacre documentary, while the funny girl ranted about the economy, and brian mcguire was charming with his lovely lady.
too bad chris duffy reminded me of brian mcguire.
false alarm!
BRIAN MCGUIRE i permitted once to kiss my hand, which i proffered with the imperious statement: You May Kiss My Hand, at the dive bar cranes.
he obliged.
So how's that for a kiss and tell?
he was such a perfect gentleman, and a pisces, and so lovely to interview.
the essay i need to write, is "All the Men I never slept with"
as there are so many wonderful lovely men, who were better than brothers to me, the best of friends, protective, dear, beloved, and sometimes very attractive.
i read this essay october 12
"all the men who never assaulted me"
by maura quint
https://www.vox.com/first-person/2018/10/4/17933530/sexual-assault-me-too
it was really nice, and happy, to focus on all the good guys, who listen to your boundaries, don't force you to do things.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eHpV08wI-bw
Father John Misty - "Total Entertainment Forever" [Official Music Video]
all my friends i know are sick of hearing about how damaged i feel by "Big Man In The City" Chris Duffy attacking me.
Aka Creepy mcDuff
You know, like in Macbeth.
| Macduff | |
|---|---|
| Macbeth character | |
 | |
| Created by | William Shakespeare |
| Date(s) | c.1603–1607 |
| Source | Holinshed's Chronicles (1587) |
| Information | |
| Family | Lady Macduff, wife Young Macduff, son |
| Role | Antagonist to Macbeth; kills him in the final act. |
| Quote | Despair thy charm / And let the angel whom thou has served / Tell thee Macduff was from his mother's womb / Untimely ripped (5.10.14–16) |
Lord Macduff, the Thane of Fife, is a character in William Shakespeare's Macbeth (c.1603–1607). Macduff plays a pivotal role in the play: he suspects Macbeth of regicide and eventually kills Macbeth in the final act. He can be seen as the avenging hero who helps save Scotland from Macbeth's tyranny in the play.
The character is first known from Chronica Gentis Scotorum (late 14th century) and Orygynale Cronykil of Scotland (early 15th century). Shakespeare drew mostly from Holinshed's Chronicles (1587).
Although characterised sporadically throughout the play, Macduff serves as a foil to Macbeth and a figure of morality.
Yeah sure, it could have been worse.
as i told Blaine Phelps of the Columbia River Museum, "well at least he didnt rape me" should never be the gold standard of anything.
Blaine offered to kiss me, and i declined, because it is important, to be honest, and however attractive or polite or southern gentlemanly he is, he is not my type, etc.
He obliged!
He's a good and true and honorable guy, so far as i know.
Chris Duffy, on the other hand, got served a small claim October 25th, 2018 1:10pm at the Bob Chisholm Center (most likely) by the clatsop county sheriff's deputies.
Re: emotional distress and harm from his groping and sexual pin-down attack and subsequent admission to adult protection of "wrestling" and "tussling" me, the euphemisms he used for sexual assault and unwanted grabbing of my breasts repeatedly after i told him not to.
Bob Chisholm center looked like a dump when i arrived late to the "Community Forum" on the renovations.
They were almost out of toilet paper and i could really like a cleaner bathroom, with a less insulting statement about "soiled" menstruation products!!!!
That's the bathroom i feared Chris Duffy would assault me in, if i took him up on the offer to volunteer for Senior Meals on Wheels.
Creepy!
Assaulting chicks and trying to patch it up with some exploitative volunteer gig.
Fthat.
So George had a sleepover with Dan kennedy September 7, 2018
Pure Comedy
father john misty
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wKrSYgirAhc
and i just happened to have this toxic run-in with
chris duffy at rite aid,
and the most lit conversation with skyler archibald on the phone
it had all been prefigured by a dream four days before
i knew what to do, and the nightmare kept coming true.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BTZl9KMjbrU
Thom Yorke - Suspirium
if every predator were ever called on their Bullshit, we might have a better world.
father john misty
please don't die.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SR1CSqQJi3E
the music of george snoring is as beautiful as thom yorke's new song.
i feel beholden to reine fiske, in ways i can never express.
his newish song haxen, from dungen.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=764qG5Fg0t0
i am looking for secret messages, in the latest video from dungen & woods.
turn around
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6IUXsXQak8s
a film series i DONT YET have guts to release, is the "i slept with ...."
series.
what it is about is rejecting the notion that women are to be denied their sexuality in some old misogynistic way.
and that, women with a sexuality, are disallowed complaint of assault, harassment, in the old
Witch trial
way of thinking
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FhBjPCI6QV4
thom yorke
has ended
how downtempo!
so if and when i release, the " i slept with . . ."
series
it is a necessary component of #metoo
to de-stigmatize female sexuality
and re-establish our rights
to enjoy our bodies
cherish our best lovers
forever!
and not be ashamed
so if i slept with you
and you are about to be outed
or if i forgot you (forgive me)
please, just welcome to the internet
where thoughts are free
where we dont all have to die like khashoggi in an embassy
where mona eltahawy
can talk freely about headscarfs, hymens, the arab spring.
if we didnt have the julian assange rape conversation, the brett kavanaugh sexual assault conversation, where would we be world????
hiding this kind of stuff in knitting circles?
like stitch and bitch?
f-that.
it was reading the document that assange handed me in london, that helped me understand chris duffy's attack on me, that the forceful ramming of my legs under his, is a very specific describable part of the assault that add a very frightening aspect to what was preliminary pre-rape posturing from chris duffy.
assange pinned her legs, similarly.
i read this on the train to vienna, and wrote poetry on the way back in nurnberg, on the way to the next hearing.
so, rape law is still in its infancy, until we can start talking about each move, play by play, like sports announcers, with no shame.
the pinning of my legs by chris duffy was wrong.
it was done so i could not kick him in the balls as he terrorized me with fear of rape by himself---a man i am not attracted to in that way.
assange pinned her legs, in a different scenario.
who knows why we need the things we need.
Thanks to sweden, for teaching me about consent, and the many forms of male violence!
Back to Happy Thoughts:
i slept with reine fiske.
october 1, 2010.
it changed my life.
it's okay.
it's okay to let a bit of that golden aura rub off on you sometimes.
he's an angel, other than pointing out my crazy eyes, which must have frightened him a little.
might i point out his crazy guitar????
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vpULWBT1WEg
thom yorke
volk
might be why i dont like a two-bit balding brunette crawling on me like a sweaty vampire, pinning me down by force in a sexual assault chris duffy style.
(i am not attracted to brunette white guys, gross)
i slept with a guy who could actually self-fellate.
that was awesome.
he did that for a party trick.
and ah . . .
jaime jones the stoner who loved the melvins, the gemini.
My god.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1uFv9Ts7Sdw
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